Dave,
To think, with everything you have been through in the last 5 months, you post an apology!!!!!!! Good gawd man, you kept this forum running seamlessly for years!! Please take care of yourself first. It's good to hear you're making progress and things are getting brighter. Glad the forum could provide a bit of therapy. Brad, Lance and Zac stepped up because they share your passion for keeping Des' project going. Sandy offering solid advice shows how much we all care about you. Get well!!!!
Steve