This is the name of my beloved wife (we have been together since 2004) who didn't make it and passed away on November 22 at 3 AM after a couple of heart strokes and finally a lung cancer diagnosis in september 2020.
It's nearly a month now and I still can't believe it, and although I do my best to get along with my life it's really hard and everyday things seem now to be meaningless.
She would have celebrated her 60th birthday on new year's eve and we had a lot of projects for our lives trying to look beyond this horrible ordeal.
She was an ER doctor, she has saved a lot of lives with her colleagues, and she was totally aware of the severity of her disease, but you know, when she showed me the statistics about survival I was not looking at that dark 95% of people not making it, I just hoped she would have been in the 5% remainder... I kept digging that illusion and kept assisting her 24 hrs a day in everything I was able to do but it was not enough.
Of course I have not yet gone back to the workbench, I will as soon as I find some positive energy, now I just let the pain flow and wait for time to heal me.
I love you all and I feel you are like a second family and reading your marvellous build logs I feel relieved until I turn the PC off again.
Thanks
Antonio