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Title: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Old Man on August 07, 2016, 03:56:27 AM
I had a bit of a bother with my health this spring. Not the usual heart trouble; a cold that went to pneumonia, and when it did, the leukemia I was diagnosed with years ago flared up. It had not bothered me before, except that it does leave me a bit more tired than I otherwise be. But this was rather spectacular. It put my head in a bad place, and I go pretty solitary when that happens, becoming decidedly a-social and reclusive. It is an active cancer, after all, and that is not pleasant to think about. But the doctors have recently told me it has calmed down, and I will not need chemo (which I was worried about). So I am getting out of the slough, and back more to my old self.

Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: ermeio on August 07, 2016, 04:26:47 AM
Try to be positive, my old friend
your mood is important to get out of the sickness
a bit of modeling can help to distract your attention
er me
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: GAJouette on August 07, 2016, 04:33:42 AM
 Old Man,
I'm glad to hear your health issues have improved my old friend. I'll happily add you to my prayer list for all the support I can offer. Here's to your continued well being.

Following my second stroke I was very much in the same place mentally has you. I withdrew from everything and everyone once held dear. It certainly was a long long road back but I did get back in time. It's absolutely true that prayer and positive thinking do make a great difference. Stay well and positive my old friend.
Highest Regards,
Gregory Jouette
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Des on August 07, 2016, 09:46:39 AM
I hope all goes really well for you James and that you will be back to full health again soon.

Des.
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: IanB on August 07, 2016, 11:04:12 AM
I was wondering where you'd been, glad to hear all is getting back to normal. I hope we'll see some more of your wonderful builds soon - you've been missed!

Ian
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Ernie on August 07, 2016, 11:18:35 AM
I hope you are back to good health soon my old friend.
My best wishes are yours.

Ernie
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Dave Brewer on August 07, 2016, 12:00:08 PM
I am very pleased that you are getting on top of things James;after 3 surgeries and 2 bouts of chemo in the last 5 years I understand exactly what you mean,I just work at keeping the dark thoughts away and looking forward,admittedly much easier said than done sometimes.Best regards,I hope we see another of your always fascinating projects very soon.
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Nigel Jackson on August 07, 2016, 02:45:24 PM
My thoughts are with You, James, as you fight your way back from the slough and towards your old self.

Best wishes
Nigel
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Monty on August 07, 2016, 10:14:30 PM
All the best with your recovery, James. I'm sure with time everything will improve, and we are rooting for you!
Regards,
Marc
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: lcarroll on August 07, 2016, 10:40:47 PM
James,
    Like you and many of us here I too can understand your predicament; as age and the inevitable health concerns become more prominent in our lives the tendency to withdraw into one's self is all too familiar and, in my view, a natural reaction. It's great news that you don't require Chemo and are getting back to your old self. I really like what Dave has said here, "work at keeping the dark thoughts away and looking forward", I've just had to kick my own posterior and do just that when the negative side of a serious heart condition started to drag me deeper towards the "dark side" of life! The old song says "keep on the sunny side" and it appears you are doing just that. Keep well, you are certainly not alone and I join all the others here in wishing you a speedy recovery!
Cheers!
Lance 
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: bobs_buckles on August 08, 2016, 07:00:16 AM
My thoughts are with you, OM. Stay positive and stay apart of this forum, because if it's a positive vibe you need you won't find a better place than this.

vB  ;)
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Manni on August 08, 2016, 04:03:14 PM
As the others said: try to think positive, make some light sports like swimming or walking and then got to your modeling shelf put an oldschool cassette in your recorder, and listen to some musik or an audiobook and eat some good chocolate while studying the instructions of your next build.
Hope your dark clouds disapear with this trick. It always works with me.
Manni
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: lone modeller on August 09, 2016, 06:09:27 AM
I have been wondering for some time where you had got to, and am pleased beyond measure that you are not having to face chemotherapy. That at least is good news. I too can empathise with the feelings to withdraw and become asocial as I went through a very bad patch a few years ago, for psychological rather than physical reasons, and I too almost completely withdrew from the world. When I started modelling again that helped a great deal, but it took a long time before I could post anything. With the help of a member of this forum I did so and found the support given here was a huge tonic. I just hope that we can do the same for you: I too am really looking forward to following another of your incredible scratch builds. I will also be thinking of you and wishing you good health again.

Stephen.
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: RAGIII on August 09, 2016, 08:33:13 AM
Like the others I had missed your preence here at the Forum. Also like the others I am happy you are getting back to a more normal way of life. Good news about no chemo and I will certainly keep you in my thoughts and prayers for continued good news!
RAGIII
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Adam on August 09, 2016, 11:10:06 PM
I am very glad that your health is improved I look forward to your new models, I think this will help keep you in a good condition.

I cordially greet .

Adam.
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: ALBATROS1234 on August 10, 2016, 03:27:27 AM
Sorry to hear of your malady sir.hope you will continue to improve and get back to your hobby.i do enjoy your work a great deal and have for some years.cheers and good luck
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: WarrenD on August 13, 2016, 08:16:54 AM
So sorry to be late to this Old Man, but I'm pleased as punch you won't have to undergo chemo. Hang in there. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Warren
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Old Man on August 14, 2016, 09:42:07 AM
Thank you all very much for the good thoughts and kind words. A couple of you have certainly had it laid on worse than I had, and I value your advice. 'Positive' is perhaps a little different for me; I am one of those odd ducks who prefers autumn to spring, and grey skies to sunny days, but I understand the spirit being conveyed. There is a real sense of climbing up out of a hole. We go for walks and such; there are a couple of parks nearby. I came upon some interesting reading, some old books that had long interested me. I am starting back up on modeling a little, though not a Great War subject. Something I took out of the 'cupboard of doom' where it had languished for several years....

(http://i1220.photobucket.com/albums/dd447/vieuxhomme/Ki-43_China/IMG_8004_zpsmdgonkr1.jpg)

This is what it looks like now: finish is green mottle over foil, kit is the Hasegawa Ki-43 (in 1/72 of course).
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: WarrenD on August 14, 2016, 09:58:00 AM
On eo f my favorite all time a/c Old Man. So it's paint over foil?  Airbrushed or hairy stick method.

(FWIW, I too prefer autumn, and I do love a cloudy day here and there myself.)

Warren
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: Old Man on August 14, 2016, 10:38:22 AM
So it's paint over foil?  Airbrushed or hairy stick method.

Warren

Hairy stick, Sir, and one with very little hair. After the splotching, a good rub with a 3000 grit polishing pad (knocks away a good bit of the paint), then repeat the splotching and again the rub-down. Keeps it even and adds a certain extra randomness.

This is the machine it is intended to represent....

(http://i1220.photobucket.com/albums/dd447/vieuxhomme/Ki-43_China/nakajima-ki43-hayabusa-oscar_zpsaqooe248.jpg)

(I think the mottle is overwhelmed by glare, not absent, near the cockpit)
Title: Re: Just A Note, My Friends
Post by: WarrenD on August 15, 2016, 12:41:24 AM
Old Man, I agree, the glare is hiding the finish here. You've done a great job, but then you're doing it as mother nature did in real life. It certainly looks the part. Thanks for posting so we could see it.

Warren